A family living, laughing, loving, and hoping through childhood cancer
Many have been confused. so I’ll clear things up.
This is Anissa, by the way.
We may have heard of each other.
My husband Peter is writing out his thoughts here at Hope4Peyton.
i just started back at FreeAnissa and working backend at Aiming Low.
I write sort of slowly compared to Pete.
I don’t tell stories the way he does.
So maybe the only thing we have in common is the strokes.
And squirrels.
We’ve been home almost a month now, and are slowly getting into the swing of things and a routine.
Here’s a list of the top 10 things we’ve learned since being home:
10. It’s HIGHLY important to make sure the locks on the chair are engaged…especially on hills.
9. You can actually chase a pea around your plate for 20 minutes.
8. People stare in stores. It’s a moral imperative to scare them.
7. Tickle therapy works wonders!
6. Ice cube therapy not so much.
5. Fear-that-you’ll-be-dressed-like-a-James-Bond-girl-for-the-rest-of-your-life therapy works too!
4. Never watch anything with a split timeline (15 minutes of the first episode of Lost nearly sent us back to the hospital)
3. Throat punches are an effective anti-therapy
2. It is not appropriate to yell, “I am Cornholio!” in your best Beavis voice when she gets stuck taking her shirt off.
And the number 1 thing we’ve learned since being home is:
1. No matter how disabled they are, never, EVER, ask a woman to give up some of her closet space even if she can’t get in there in the chair.
Anissa’s spirits are still as high as ever. I think mainly due to the constant variety of things going on.
If you sat in a hospital bed for 3 months, and the only thing you wanted was to get home, do you think you’d be happy if all that was going on at home was the TV? So I guess it’s a good thing that the TV broke before the super bowl, and it took them 3 tries (and a month and a half) to get it fixed. BTW, I don’t recommend a Samsung…companies should stand by their products…Geek Squad was fairly helpful, but the whole process was just frustrating as heck and one less headache I didn’t need.
Thankfully, the weather broke here some last weekend. That allowed the kids to get outside and play. Apparently our house is going to be that house that the neighborhood kids congregate at. I’m more than good with that. Last weekend, there were kids here all day every day. Running in and out, climbing trees, riding bikes, playing tag, and buying ice cream from the ice cream truck (it was THAT nice out), prompting Rachael to say, “This was the best weekend since we’ve moved up here!”
They need to relieve stress too.
They don’t need schedules.
They don’t need parents nipping at them to get their chores done.
They need fun.
They need laughter.
They need skinned knees.
They need to just be kids.
They are helping out big time around the house, and being very thoughtful of what mom can and cannot accomplish just yet. They’re making their lunches at night before school. They’re involving mom in their homework and playing some board games with her. Rachael is probably the most help, because she can actually cook! More on that in a moment.
Cognitively, and I’ll go into more detail a little further down, she’s doing remarkably well. Conversations with her are similar to what she was before. She’s lost some things, but nothing that I’ve found yet that had any emotional weight to it. For example, she forgot what ice cream was. Some may think that’s sad, but think about being able to experience THAT again. Also, once she experiences it, she’s remembering what it was. She may struggle to remember a name, but that’s getting better all the time too. Think of when you want to describe something, and it’s on the tip of your tongue. She has those moments more than most people these days, but even that’s decreasing.
Her humor is still unparalleled. She’s still funnier than Margaret Cho!
Physically, she’s progressing, but it’s slow. She’s now able to transfer herself from her chair to the couch. Try it some time. One sided. It’s not as easy as it sounds. Actually, while you’re reading this, pick your right leg off the ground and try to stand up from a sitting position using just your left leg and arm. Then try to pivot 90 degrees to sit on something else. Then try it with shoes on and while on carpet. Then try it with a couple of drinks in you to throw off your balance (the effects of the injury and her meds).
Then put your right leg in.
And now pull your right leg out.
Put your right leg in and shake it all about.
Yeah, that’s me making it harder on her. I’m constantly cracking jokes or asking questions while she’s doing this. I’m trying to work on her multi-tasking at everything, because, in my opinion, sometimes you’ve got to run before you crawl. If our goal was to just be able to move her leg, then I’d let her concentrate. But our goal is for her to be able to walk and talk at the same time. Once she shows me that she can do something, I try to up the level of difficulty. The therapists can let her focus. The kids need more. Our family needs more. In our house and life, there isn’t all that much time to concentrate, so I’m trying to simulate real world activities. So, EVERYTHING becomes therapy. Everything. She doesn’t need comfort now. She doesn’t need pity. She needs help and guidance. She needs Burgess Meredith pushing her harder.
Next week I’m planning on tying her legs together and making her chase a chicken.
I’m KIDDING.
(Mostly)
Yep. I’m becoming a therapist.
Her right leg is getting stronger daily. It doesn’t have a whole lot of fine control yet, but just last night, from a sitting position, she was able to lift it up a few inches. When she lays down for a nap or exercise, she’s able to bring her leg up with her, avoid the chair with it, and use it some to help scootch her up in the bed. Minimal ankle movement/stability so far, but I’m the eternal optimist. When she does a big yawn and a stretch in the morning, that ankle tightens up and the toes point, which is similar to how the top half of her leg started waking up.
The best analogy to all of this that I can think of is probably if you were to leave your house for a few months, you’d probably turn everything off. When you came back, you’d have to systematically go through and turn things on again. One by one, things are turning on for her, just very S-L-O-W-L-Y.
She’s now able to activate her right shoulder. She has more power pulling it down/back but can also push it forward, bend SOME at the elbow and we’re starting to see SOME random/uncontrolled movements in her fingers.
In her face, the left side of her jaw is so tight she can’t open her mouth up more than 9 millimeters. They’re going to try botox to loosen that up this week. She’s starting to slur her words because her mind is finally moving faster than her mouth is. I keep envisioning that there’s a magic button that will make that work. I’ve been having this recurring dream. In that dream, her mouth just starts working normally again, and I keep asking her what we did to get it to work, but she’s so damn excited that it’s working, she doesn’t stop to tell me.
Kinda frustrating for it to be just out of reach…daily. But, at least it’s starting to be within sight, and that’s what keeps me going. Those little baby steps here and there. The other day, I did actually get to see her walk about 10 feet with the help of 2 people and a walker. One was making sure she didn’t tip over and the other was helping straighten her right leg when she brought it down. Not all that graceful just yet, but definitely progressing.
I do need to share one funny thing that happened this weekend.
This weekend, the weather was not so nice, but Rachael had a friend, Katie, sleep over. There were late night movies and pillow fights and the only casualty that night was one popped air mattress. The next morning, however, was a different story. The girls, both 8, did the sweetest thing. They made breakfast for everyone. It was so special. They were hopping around the kitchen doing things without much supervision and having a ball. The goal was muffins and pancakes. The result was something different. The muffins were awesome. The pancakes were made with love and chocolate chips. They even made a super special big one for Anissa. Whatever I write about them simply won’t do them justice. They were awful. The consistency of the sole of a shoe, and probably not much difference in taste. You could literally play frisbee with them.
I couldn’t keep a straight face and had to keep looking away to not laugh and crush their effort.
Anissa, however, thanks to the facial weakness kept a straight face and looked me dead in the eye and said, “These are wonderful! You girls did such a great job, why don’t you give Peter two. He’ll be happy to eat them.”
Like I said…she’s doing pretty well cognitively, and EVERYTHING is therapy.
First off, I wanted to say thanks to everyone who helped when the hat was passed. You’ve given us more of a fighting chance than we had the day we came home, and I can never repay everyone who donated. Please know that it was immensely appreciated in our time of need.
Well. We’re home.
It always amazes me how God puts what you need right in front of you at the right time, even though you don’t always realize it.
When we bought this house last year, we found a few small holes in one of our tubs. Anissa called around and found a guy who could come out and repair them. He was a nice, older guy. Fairly talkative and pleasant. This past week, 2 of our tubs developed holes. The one upstairs was leaking through the ceiling, so it was pretty important for us to get it fixed. I had a million things going on and didn’t really have the time to think about it other than to ask my mom to call someone and get it fixed, after learning that the warranty doesn’t cover tubs. She did a quick search and found a guy, coincidentally, the same guy, to come out. When he came to the house, he kept telling my mom, I swear I’ve been here before. He described Anissa, and after a little bit, he remembered back when we moved in. My mom explained her situation to him and that we would be coming home shortly, hence the need to get this fixed.
When I pulled up in the drive and saw a couple of repair trucks in the way, I was slightly upset because it blocked the easy path in to our house. Minor, but just another hurdle to deal with when my mind was already racing about everything the nurses and therapists had taught me. So, I drove over the lawn a little bit and pulled the car up to where we could get into the house easily. I got out, assembled her chair, and with the help of our dear sweet friend, Robin, we got her out of the car and into the house.
When we saw the repairman, he talked to us like he’d known us for 20 years.
It turns out that 20 years ago, this man’s wife was in a horrible car accident and spent 13 months in the hospital (4 in a coma), while he kept his 4 kids sane and together. When you’re struggling, there’s nothing quite like meeting someone who’s walked in your shoes at just the right time. We must’ve talked outside for an hour. We traded some war stories, and compared notes. When he described his wife’s willpower and inner strength, I thought he was talking about Anissa.
It was a very uplifting experience.
On the morning of the 19th, I did what I have been doing since this all began: I made a cup of coffee, went out on my back porch, stared off at the trees and asked the same question I’ve been asking daily, “What’s today going to bring Lord?”
Depending on what day it is, and what’s going on inside, I usually hear the wind blow, the dogs bark, occasional laughter, or maybe an argument at the breakfast table over who looked at who wrong. On Friday, after the BEST DAMN NIGHT OF SLEEP EVER, I heard laughter. To be more precise, it was howls and constant giggling. The strange thing is that it was coming from my left, out through the master bedroom window.
That was new.
The kids had snuck in to the bedroom and Anissa was tickling them, one-handed.
It was perfect.
Understand, I grew up in a broken home. My parents did their best, but, probably due to my upbringing, the one thing that I treasure above everything is my family. It was finally together again, and it was good.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday consisted of my own little personal version of “In A Fix” and problem solving. A few years back, our friend Robin was a certified massage therapist. I wanted her up here not only because she’s an awesome friend, but because I wanted her to work on Anissa. We’ve seen some positive gains from simple massages, as the neuro-pathways are waking up. So, while Robin was working on Anissa, I was running around to Home Depot, Target, Walmart, and Lowes, trying to find things to help me make the house more “Anissa friendly”. All in all, our house isn’t THAT bad for what we need. The archways and doorways are wide. It’s mostly one level, just a bedroom and the office upstairs. So, I focused on getting the bathroom modified. For less than $200, I got to go to one of my more favorite stores and problem solve, and came up with a pretty darn functional bathroom. It was the first time in forever that I’ve gotten to do something a little fun and with purpose. While I was out, Robin was working on Anissa with some pretty good response. She was able to feel certain areas of her body that she hadn’t before.
Every day is a constant series of ups and downs though. At one point over the weekend, she was looking in the mirror and asked me how I could love her when she looked so crooked and things didn’t work right. How can I be a parent when I can’t even walk. I responded with a how can you love me when I’ve gained so much weight. (Chocolate chip cookies have gotten me this far people. Go easy on the fat kid.) I also explained to her that she can be a parent in every way possible. Maybe not all of the physical stuff, but I can help with that. So throughout the weekend, we slowly learned how we’re going to make this work, and Anissa started taking steps to get things back to normal within her household.
She also got on twitter and chatted a bit with folks.
That’s a big step for her. She’s developed a slight fear of technology, because of all the things she was able to do before, she simply can’t do now. Things move too quickly for her. In an online world where a quick wit and fast typing were once her strong points, she’s having to process stuff slower, type one handed and struggles to keep up. But the key thing is that she’s trying, and loving it.
On Sunday, Robin had to leave and my Aunt Eileen flew back in from Houston. I asked Eileen to be here the first week to help me problem solve daily stuff and to be my eyes and ears at therapy. We found out that the therapy rooms at the new place aren’t big enough to accommodate family watching, but Eileen was able to have lunch with Anissa every day, and that was re-assuring to her. On Monday, we did get to accompany her throughout the day as it was orientation. Anissa had some trepidation about the new place. The week before she had to leave the people who she was comfortable with and go off into the great wide unknown. Think of it as going from junior high to high school. Terrifying for teenagers and neuro patients. Some of the patients would be familiar, but the therapists would all be new. They’d have to learn how to “get” her all over again.
On Monday, we got up at the crack of dawn, late, and headed up to Shepherd Pathways. The therapies consist largely of 50 minute sessions with many varieties of therapy. Every meeting we had, they asked Anissa what her goals were. Every therapists eyes got big when she very eloquently told them her goals. She talked slowly, and if you didn’t know she had the stroke, you’d have thought she was speaking slowly on purpose, to get her point across. Welcome to Team Anissa guys. She’s going to wow your socks off.
My birthday came and went, and we had a nice little party in the evening, together. It was simple, and perfect. When I blew out the candles (which my mom made sure there were 38 of), I made a simple little wish: Let’s see some movement on the right side, arm or leg, I don’t care, but by Friday, give me a nudge.
Every day, we got a little bit better as we worked out a routine. Every day she got a little more comfortable with the new setting.
On Thursday, she started acupuncture. Since this all began, it’s been in my mind to get that involved somehow, but I couldn’t figure out how to let a hospital allow someone else to come in and do that. So, I waited. As luck would have it, the doctor we’re seeing now, actually does acupuncture as part of treatment if the patients are willing to pay for it. It’s not covered by insurance, but I figured we’d give it a go anyway. So, Thursday, when I picked her up, I was half expecting a major leap forward. It didn’t come, but she did say that she could feel new areas of her face that she hadn’t before.
Then came Friday.
Friday was amazing.
It started out rough. She’d been having issues looking out at the road as we drove the hour to therapy. Things are moving way too fast for her, and she’s been trying to focus on things inside the vehicle. The ride home isn’t as rough because she’s either exhausted and naps, or she’s excited and talks about everything they did that day. On Friday, I thought I’d bring her itouch with us and give her something to focus on while driving. She watched a handful of the videos and pictures she’s made over the years. It made her a tad sad because she couldn’t remember how she made them. When I dropped her off, she said that she didn’t want to go and instead wanted to head on home. Eileen told her that today may be the day something monumental happens, and what would happen if she weren’t there to experience it. That got Anissa’s over the hump and she headed off to therapy, sullenly.
We had agreed to go shopping after therapy. There’s a Target real close, so we headed there as Anissa was describing the day. We trolled around Target for probably 45 minutes, grabbed a few minor things and headed out to the car. I think she liked just seeing something different. Everything was new to her. She saw the baby clothes and kept saying, “ooo…the babies”. She saw the towels and said, “Oooo…look at the bright colors.” It was as if everything was new to her. I guess sitting in a hospital room for 90 days doesn’t exactly open up the creative juices.
Afterward, we got to the car, and I helped get her in. As I was getting ready to close the car door, I did a quick visual check: legs in, seat belt on, right arm safe, right leg moved. Ok, close the door.
Waitaminit.
I opened the door back up and asked her to do that again.
She thought about it for a second, looked down at her right leg and concentrated. There it was, plain as day, her right leg moved out to the right, then it pulled back in.
Then she looked up at me and smiled.
I asked her to do that again so Eileen could see it.
Same thing.
I couldn’t stop shaking I was so psyched.
We’re doing this people.
Painstakingly slow, but we are doing this dammit.
On the ride home, Anissa slept like a rock and I let her sleep. She’d most definitely earned it.
Saturday morning, before she got out of bed, we worked on that leg a little more. She’s able to move it side to side pretty well. It’s weak, and only above the knee, but still, it’s there. When laying down, she can actually lift it up off the bed.
Over the weekend, I’d ask her to move it more here and there, in different settings. Every time, she was able to move it. It takes a lot of concentration, and more effort when there are a lot of things going on, but it’s definitely progress….and best of all I got my birthday wish.
I distinctly recall saying that I’d write more frequently.
Apparently I was mistaken.
Remind me to talk to someone about that.
Sorry, I’ve been a little busy.
First off, the Atlanta area had a snow day. Now, understand, I grew up in Michigan where they have equipment to handle massive snowfall before you even wake up. To my knowledge, not a single snow day happened while I was in high school. Four freaking years of big snow and zero school cancellations. Here in Atlanta, they call a snow day because it’s PROBABLY going to snow the next day.
P-R-O-B-A-B-L-Y.
The reason I moved south years ago was because I got frozen out of my car one morning. It’s actually a pretty good, albeit, long story, but suffice to say, it was the straw that broke the camel’s back. So, now, I live in the south…and it snows.
It was beautiful though. It looked like a beer commercial out the back porch. Great big huge fluffy snow blanketed everything. My kids had a whale of a day. They got to sleep in, bought sleds, and played the day away outside. My son even took a page out of Calvin and Hobbes. Let me tell you, it’s a little unnerving to pull into the drive way and have a snowman screaming at you. He ran out of snow and time before he got to do the whole scene he wanted, but it was still pretty hilarious.
I didn’t get to enjoy the snow day with the kids though. I had to go to training. Two days of training on how to help care for Anissa. It’s a big step, but nothing we can’t handle. I learned how to properly transfer her, and to help her get through the day. How to help her get dressed in the morning, and how to get her in bed in the evening, and everything in between.
Why?
Well, that right side still hasn’t kicked in enough yet. I feel it at times. She can activate her shoulder and clamp her arm down in certain situations. I’ve also seen and felt her activate her hamstring and bend her leg. Just not enough to be useful, yet. So, temporarily, she’s considered a hemiplegic. Understand, when she got to the rehab center, she could only sit up for 7 seconds before falling over. Now, she can sit up for quite a while, as the muscles around her trunk are waking up. Her spirits are excellent. The staff at the rehab center has been absolutely amazing in listening to her and treating her with love and care.
It’s pretty exciting as parts of her body are waking back up.
It’s just very very slow.
That’s ok, because, as one of my buddies in college would always say, “Pete mon, slow and steady wins da race.”
Part of the training included a lunch date. We got to go over to a restaurant and actually be a couple for a little bit. This incorporated a lot of the things I learned in training: how to transfer from her chair to the car, how to make sure she’s got everything she needs, etc. It was nice, but short…and chaperoned. The chaperone was there just in case we had issues we couldn’t handle. Luckily we didn’t.
Lastly, the training included an overnight stay for me. We got to stay in the equivalent of a little efficiency apartment for a night, sans nursing staff. That was nice. It was Valentine’s Day eve….We wound up ordering pizza and had the kids up. We had way too much fun for being in the hospital. There was one point that the kids were getting on my nerves, so I barked a little too loudly at them. Anissa, rightfully so, corrected me on being too harsh, which cracked me up. I couldn’t stop smiling. That was just another reminder on why I know we’re going to make this work. With all she’s gone through, she’s still a better parent than I am. After a little bit, my mom took the kids home and it was just Anissa and I.
We talked some.
We laughed some.
We cried some.
At one point, we were sitting on the couch, and I put my head in her lap. She rubbed my head and I closed my eyes. For about 30 seconds, it was November 16th, before any of this happened. We were a couple again, and all the pain and frustration of the past 92 some odd days was washed away.
The next morning, I woke up before her and just lay next to her until she woke up. I could almost feel her giddiness at not being in a hospital bed. She reached over and held my hand and squeezed it so hard. It was absolutely awesome.
You may have noticed a slight pattern here, called training.
Why?
Well, funny story actually…
After 92 days apart, WE’RE GOING HOME!
February 18th, today, I get the only thing I wanted: my family back.
It’s an early birthday present to me.
Things won’t be the same as it was before, I know that. But, at least we’ll be able to face the challenges together, and lean on each other after a rough day.
Speaking of challenges, the next step facility is an outpatient facility, which means that I’ll have to drive her in every day. My insurance allows for 40 days of outpatient therapy, and this program she starts on Monday is her best shot at getting back more. The only problem with it is that the co-pay on it is $100 per day. You guys have been so awesome sending in things (whomever sent in the anonymous jokes: loved them!), I truly hate to ask for the hat to be passed again, but I’m in a bind. If 400 people could send in $10 each, that would really help us out now.
Ok, that’s my best Sally Struthers impersonation.
Now for the other request.
Anyone remember the internet storm that happened when she first had the strokes?
I’d love to see an even bigger one.
Help me stand on top of the world, beat my chest, and yell in victory!
Like the watch fires in that second Lord of the Rings movie, let it go out that Anissa is going home and I’m getting my family back. This is probably about mile 5 on that marathon, but it’s a milestone people! A HUGE milestone! And we’re just hitting our stride in this.
I’ll post on Anissa’s facebook and twitter when we leave the hospital. Just please, pass the word from rooftop to rooftop.
WE’RE COMING HOME!
Those of us who were here over Thanksgiving are planning on having a Thanksgiving meal sometime later this year. It was our Thanksgiving that never was. We joke about it occasionally. We picture Anissa sneaking things off the snack trays, and giving directions, orchestrating if you will, the perfect Thanksgiving.
That was actually one of the reasons we bought this house.
It wasn’t our first choice. It wasn’t our second choice. I think it was actually house #234049 that we looked at and decided to make our third and final choice.
We fell in love with it when we drove up. The lot is deep and nicely landscaped, maybe a bit aged, and overgrown…but I’ve been busy people! Actually I think some magic elves came and took down the Christmas lights last week, because I can’t find them and they’re not up. The yard explodes with color at various times of the year. The house is pretty too. We did need to have it modified slightly due to a broken butt incident. It’s the house we saw hosting many holiday dinners in. We pictured friends and family coming from near and far to spend some time together politely arguing over how many games the Lions would win this year, 1 or 2.
I even went so far as to request the nameplate from my grandparents’ house. The one our family sadly had to sell this past year after my grandfather built it himself 50 some odd years ago.
This was our version of a “perfect for us” home, and we could so see each other growing old in it.
Unfortunately though, we had to miss our first Thanksgiving here. We had a packed house, but it wasn’t for the right reasons. We’ll have our do-over sometime this year, and it will be awesome.
I’m wondering if we could do a do-over for the Super Bowl as well.
Why?
Because my brand new, bought this summer, HD TV broke this weekend. I called for the warranty. They sent me to the manufacturer. The manufacturer told me it would take them a couple of weeks to come out and address.
I thought about that for .2 seconds and called the Geek Squad back. The poor woman who took the call received the brunt of 70+ days of frustration. I’d like to apologize now, publicly. I get on my kids when they throw temper tantrums, and luckily it was late enough in the night that they didn’t see dad pop. I always tell my kids that nothing good ever comes from a temper tantrum, and that they need to figure out more constructive ways to get what they want.
I guess technically speaking, I did follow my own advice. I just threw a bit of anger behind it.
Because. Um. Ahem.
The Geek Squad will be out on Thursday. Of course they’ll probably need to order a part or 3, causing me to miss the big game on the big tv.
I told Anissa about it. She laughed because I’m going to miss the new Lost. “Welcome to my world” she said sarcastically. Followed with a “Oh no, actually I have a TV.” Evil thy name is Anissa!
So this past week has been filled with some pretty awesome news. I forgot to mention it last week, but Peyton’s last check up came back fine. So fine, in fact, that we snuck into the rehab center to tell mom all about it. Peyton was pretty excited that she got to see mom on her own, even if it was a brief visit. The security guard asked if she was sick in any way, and I offered him her CBC paper. I guess not many visitors can be that certain. Also, a dear sweet friend, Heather Spohr, had their baby. Anissa was pretty psyched about both.
This past weekend, we had several special friends come up and pop in on us. Monday was Anissa’s birthday, but we celebrated it on Sunday to let the kids be there with her. There were friends, some old, some new, and family around her, and we all got to just be a family for a little while. Anissa did not miss a beat. She was engaged in conversation, and quickly switched to disciplining the kids appropriately at one point. At the end of the weekend, I sat down and thought about it. It felt like I’ve almost got enough to buy that family in the Macy’s window…the one with that huge price tag. We’re almost there.
On Monday, her birthday, I finally got to give her the perfect gift. First off, I talked her therapy angels into wearing Team Anissa shirts. She got the biggest kick out of that! They hooked her up with a balloon and card. I also got her something special. I had to clear it through the medical folks and all first. What Anissa wanted more than anything was Chinese food. Something she couldn’t pronounce. So last night, we shared a little chicken lo mein together. She was ecstatic, and wanted me to leave the leftovers with her, so she could snack. I opted not to go that far, and only let her have about half of it. She was in her glory. We simply hung out for the night, and talked, just like we’d do any other birthday night after the kids went to bed. She finally asked me some details about what happened. I told her she’d had two strokes, and that was why this one was taking longer to recover from. She actually remembers a lot of detail from that day. She remembers calling me, then nothing. At some point, when we write the book, we’ll share what she remembers from the coma. It’s pretty thought provoking stuff.
Ah yes, the book. So, we’ve decided on a couple of long term goals. Goals are good. They give you something to shoot for, and surpass. First off, we’ve agreed, verbally, to speak at a conference in August. I’m still on the fence about that, because there’s travel involved, and we’ve already spent so much time apart. We’ve also agreed to write a book. Her recovery is going to take quite a while, and I figured what better way to remember the past than to write about it. The day I came up with that idea, I went in to see her and before I could tell her about it, she told me she had a dream that we wrote a book together. Anyone know a good publisher?
Ok, I’ve jabbered long enough. There’s one more bit of business I’d like to share with you all.
For her birthday, Anissa wanted to write a little note to you all, and maybe take that first little step back into the blogosphere. As part of her therapy, Anissa’s speech therapist helped her come up with the following. This is Anissa talking and Erin typing:
Things I’ve picked up from being in the hospital
